Memories make everything worse. Expectations make it all much worse. Now, that all is changed you don’t know how to face it.
Either it can be someone who replaced the love someone utterly had for you or if they replaced your status in someone’s eyes; it all just hurts as much.
The anguish that burns inside you after seeing them happy, without you, is nowhere near your entire life’s agony.
You wonder, what if they don’t miss you anymore? What if you are just a regret for them? What if they don’t know how the hell to get rid of your aura around them?
These ‘what-ifs’ kill you. They kill you by claiming the fact that you are useless. You are nothing to them even if at one point of your life they meant everything to you.
You were just trash to them. They used you and threw you. And that shit hurts, love.